Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Here's the smackdown...

Prince now has Strep Throat and Pink Eye. I just noticed he's breaking out in hives on his FACE! I don't know what that's all about. He may be taking another trip to the doctor today. I hope it's not a reaction to antibiotics because he never has had reactions before.

My throat hurts like heck and it's scratchy too. It's flaming red and I can barely swallow. I just got over having Strep Throat ad I'm going through this AGAIN? It hasn't even been two weeks since my Strep infection. I feel really lousy and can't seem to kick this..whatever I have...off! It can't possibly be Strep Throat...there's noway. I had a heavy duty dose of Penicillin injected in me two weeks ago. They say it takes about 10 days for infections to 'incubate'. There's no way! I have to have a bad virus. This virus is killing my throat. It's horrible.

My birthday this year was a big stink bomb. It was awful. I lied in bed and sulked like a baby. Boricua gave me nothing. Not even a card. Not even a card from the kids. OF course, he's responsible for that. It didn't even feel like a Birthday. It felt like a S***** day. Boricua spent no time with me. He was running around, taking kids to the doctor and getting prescriptions. The only thing I got from him was a very unenthusiastic, 'Happy Birthday', over the phone. He put forth zero effort for me. I did so much for him on his Birthday because I felt it was important for him to feel special that day. It's one day out of the year. It's not asking for much. Thank goodness for my friends, who put forth a little more effort than he did. But when we went to my "BIRTHDAY dinner", I still ended up paying for my check. oh, and Mater. He and his mom dropped by last night and gave me some flowers w/ a mini cake. It made things a little better. That was very thoughtful of them. I appreciated it.
It all ended with Boricua going to bed at 9:30, without telling me goodnight or even speaking to me and I fell asleep on the couch, sick.
Am I being Narcissistic?? Am I asking too much to having a nice Birthday? I don't know.

I'm very down right now. With all of the physical ailments thrown at me at once and never getting a break from it. My foot, my throat, my immunity, my headaches, my fatigue, my sick children and my stress! I don't like life right now. I don' like it at all.